my story..
mE mE mE!!
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welcome to a story
of a boy
who wished for just one thing --
to be with you...
finally "hardworking" enuff to blog...this wk feels like june hols la...got so many holidays and long breaks...lol feels great! we should really haf more hols in july sia... everytime i dread july cause one of the least hols one =P man really nth to blog abt la...seems to be forgetting everything that has happened this wk, except for the fact that i had hockey on wed and interhse squash yesterday...the rest seems to be erased from my mind? =X omg i realised i got ALOT of hw i haven do yet...yar and i dun wan to do it anyway cause is really ptless =D thats the marist spirit i guess...wait till last min then cook up some stupid reason lor...wat to do? always do the last resort one...no choice =/
my mind seems very distracted
i feel that something is missing
something is not right
i "lost" that something
but i just cant figure it out
but i know with it
i can do more, focus more
in life there are ups and downs
so far its downhill for me
maybe cause i was in cloud nine
4 months ago
i must learn to lose
learn to give up
learn to be less stubborn
learn the fact that
i am just not good enough
its kinda painful
knowing i have lost
knowing i am hopeless
knowing there is no way
i can win the battle
having to drop my sword
and walk away
yet maybe i was the cause
of my own failure
the fear, shyness and stupidity
guess the path ends here?
...if only i could have turn back time, i would have tried harder, prove my love is true...
the story ends like this;
01*profile
+ bensonsiow aka. iceboy*
+ seventeen this yr -- bdae unknown
+ code of conduct -- hitokiri loyalistbr>
+ cca -- NPCC; Hockey;
+ class -- 1706
+ zodiac -- capricon
02*where i belong(ed)
Maris Stella High School -- 10yrs
Anderson Junior College -- until 08
03*lurvves & hates
loves
*sports esp badminton
*computer games
*my frens
*my family
*myself* =P
of course... *you*
hates
_losers
...actually i am a very nice person =)
04*~my aspirations~
^to become a inventor/scientist
^to participate in WCG under the cs/winning 11 category
^to beome a magician (average one will do =D)
^to haf good academic results =P
^to make more new frens and less enemies
^to be skilled in sports (abit ambitious, juz those that i play often)
^to achieve 1st for AJC hockey!
^to sLiM down =X
last but not least...
^to make u happy =)
05*taggy boarddyyy
06*many thnx to...
[Blogger]
[a gd fren of mine]
Last but not least...
To all the readers =D
07*words of wisdom
~the blue sky shld be high and clear no matter how far away it is~
-- samurai X movie;
~is not the number of frens u make, is the amount of impact u make on them~
-- iceboy;
~future belongs to people who believe in the beauty of their dreams~
-- iceboy;
~life is abt flying a kite, when the time is right then u shall let go the kite and let it fly. if not wait patiently for the wind to blow in your desired direction~
-- Ng Jin Hua Charles;
~u can dun be smart enuff to do anything, but u muz be dumb enuff to try everything~
-- Teen Titans (cartoon =P);
~minds once broaden, can nvr retain its original shape~
-- iceboy;
~quitters nvr win, winners nvr quit~
-- AJC Hockey;
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