Thursday, June 15, 2006

man i am so slpy, Zz... all cause of some people who ask me go back maris to stay for the camp, then in the end get kick out 12 midnite.....wah still got bus meh???? lucky my house near sia... budden all my frens came to my hse and stay, so in the end also nvr sleep... practically only slept for an hour =X somemore the nxt day (which was yesterday) i had lessons in the morning.... wah best! ok let me see, i haven done any of my hw yet, haven study anything yet, keep playin and playin and playin, haven been exercising lately also.... i am just a couch potato at home, becoming to look more like one too =P i need to do something about it! i need to go out! i need to finish all my uncompleted tasks!!!


how do i describe this feeling
probably a mixture
a mixture of thoughts
flashbacks and emotions
the feeling of sadness
the feeling of hope
the feeling of lost


i wan back the past
the past whereby
it was just easy
what i need to do
what i need to say
flowing thru my mind
the past whereby
i was a much better person
the past whereby to me
i maybe had hope and chance
the past whereby
i can never travel back
only wish for it to happen again


...do i still have a chance? or am i just wasting it away?

the story ends like this;