Friday, June 09, 2006

i finished training
finished eating my dinner
took a long bus ride home
on the bus i looked out the window
and i start thinking...


i think about the times when i tired
i felt so glad that i at least tried
whether or not it was a success
although there were some setbacks along the way
but it was worth it
anything is worth for u


i think about the times that i did not try
i felt regretful
i felt like stabbing myself with a knife
why didnt i try
why didnt i just gather up my courage
is it too late


i think of the times we had together
altho there were not significant
but too me it was memorable
every single one of them
being with u is like being up in heaven
where everything is so peaceful
so happy ever after
wish i could have more


i then asked myself
did i even try hard enough
did i even made any impact
the word no just kept appearing
but then i really wish i knew wat to do back then
just like a blank sheet of paper
will u please colour onto it
create a rainbow
fold me if u must
into a paper plane or boat
then i would take u to some place
where u nvr haf to suffer
where life always seems so perfect
where there was only me and u
even if the paper is being destroyed
i will do my best to unfold myself
either become a parachute for u to land to safety
or wrap u up to protect u from harm


...the bus stopped and the bell rang to wake me up from my dream

the story ends like this;