.::: picard. its has always been all about you :::.

Monday, May 29, 2006

ok today was a very interesting day cause monring had class outing to the ZOO!!! still cant believe we were so desperate and deprived of childhood =P we had alot of fun and lameness lar... oh man thanks guys for the wonderful time and i apologise that i have to leave early for hockey training =X tokin about training, the sun was so NOT scorching, weather so NOT dry and we were so NOT thirst and tired... can really die can... today training honestly speaking was quite boring... but the matches was interesting altho i lost all of them =/ quite demoralising leh... wah the worst part was the legs, totally crap foul lar... or else could haf scored Zz... yay at least got sum tanning today or else i will be losing to SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE cause i am getting fairer and fairer by the day =X wishing wed training will be better! =D

~i wan to be like ronaldinho partly cause of his skills, but mainly cause he is cheerful and smiles throughout every match. that is why he is football player of the year~

something charles said today
struck my head once more
he asked me this logical question
wat postion you wan to play
i stunned and froze
come to think of it
i played all kinds of positions
never once decided
wat i really wanted to play

i never really trained
for the position i chose
just train for all types all techniques
altho it is good
but one can never excel in everything
wat should i pick
i myself is unsure
i want to attack
yet naturally i am more of a behind person
haha i really confused
important decision to make

should i try to strike
or should i stay defending
but my passion is upfront la
that i cant deny
neither can i lie to myself that
my defending skills are better than my striking

centre half
too pressurizing
altho i dun mind trying
defender
at most side backs
midfield
anywhere also can
striker
unlikely, unless no competition
i need time to think

...which one...better choose now...there are competition out there...but smile aways...just like ronaldinho =)

...only 3 days have passed and seems like u have been away for 3 years...

the story ends like this;

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01*profile

+ bensonsiow aka. iceboy*
+ seventeen this yr -- bdae unknown
+ code of conduct -- hitokiri loyalistbr> + cca -- ~~NPCC;~~ Hockey; + class -- 1706
+ zodiac -- capricon

02*where i belong(ed)

~~Maris Stella High School -- 10yrs~~
Anderson Junior College -- until 08

03*lurvves & hates
loves
*sports esp badminton
*computer games
*my frens
*my family
*myself* =P
of course... *you*
hates
_losers
...actually i am a very nice person =)

04*~my aspirations~

^to become a inventor/scientist
^to participate in WCG under the cs/winning 11 category
^to beome a magician (average one will do =D)
^to haf good academic results =P
^to make more new frens and less enemies
^to be skilled in sports (abit ambitious, juz those that i play often)
^to achieve 1st for AJC hockey!
^to sLiM down =X

last but not least...
^to make u happy =)