.::: picard. its has always been all about you :::.

Friday, April 07, 2006

just survived from war world 3 man... it happened right here in singapore, right here in my stomach =X was sick for 3 days... stupid gastric flu virus... but dun worry i am alright now muahahaha i not weak one can kill the virus man =D

nth to blog abt for the past four days... cause sick mah...practically was bed ridden... day dream and play ps2 alot... and also thnx for those who asked abt my health...THANKS~!

~lying on my comfy bed, in my cozy bedroom, wat i missed most was u~

today was cool... rq was shocked to see me at the bus stop (wth sia...i alrdy sms him that i will be going to sch). think he trying to be sarcastic... took a super bumpy bus ride...then go sch that time... first person i saw was zoe, she like freakin excited to see me liddat (dun wrong idea plz)... after that when to see the rest of the class... haha every1 tot i like dieded lar... wah my image portrayed to others is a weakling meh =P the day like pass by quite slowly... Zz so many hw and notes i haf to read up on... 3 days is quite long lar for me... basically nth happened much. i would to thank my class for showing their care and concern for me =) (generally lar). after sch i walked wif nigel around the sch for awhile then i left home... on the way i discuss wif ronald to go serangoon stadium to train pull ups. FINALLY, we both achieve 3 pull ups each! wonderful lar for both of us...since i so weak and ronald so scared of the pole =X after that we both talk alot of crap then go home le... basically nth happened much this few days lar (sorry!)~

~ppl say i am quite smart or say i noe quite alot of things, but actually i noe nth and i am clueless. cause i cant tell how u feel and i do not know u well enough, well u are everything to me~

i apologise for the borinness of this post...cause i really zz lar this weak =P lastly let me leave u wif a question to think abt: wat is the difference between commitment and loyalty?

~i urge u, i beg u, tell me how u feel, i really am clueless in knowing wats on ur mind. i feel hopeless and helpless, but the wait carries on~

the story ends like this;

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01*profile

+ bensonsiow aka. iceboy*
+ seventeen this yr -- bdae unknown
+ code of conduct -- hitokiri loyalistbr> + cca -- ~~NPCC;~~ Hockey; + class -- 1706
+ zodiac -- capricon

02*where i belong(ed)

~~Maris Stella High School -- 10yrs~~
Anderson Junior College -- until 08

03*lurvves & hates
loves
*sports esp badminton
*computer games
*my frens
*my family
*myself* =P
of course... *you*
hates
_losers
...actually i am a very nice person =)

04*~my aspirations~

^to become a inventor/scientist
^to participate in WCG under the cs/winning 11 category
^to beome a magician (average one will do =D)
^to haf good academic results =P
^to make more new frens and less enemies
^to be skilled in sports (abit ambitious, juz those that i play often)
^to achieve 1st for AJC hockey!
^to sLiM down =X

last but not least...
^to make u happy =)